In his response to this issue,  Dr. `Abdul-Fattah `Ashoor, a professor of Qur’anic exegesis and its sciences at Al-Azhar University, said:

For sure your remoteness from your family and loss of their warmth and sympathy together with your being alone in a foreign country where you face worldly temptations are major factors in the feeling you have now. Therefore, our advice to you is either to get married quickly or to return to your family having firm belief that Allah is All-Provider and All-Sustainer and He will help you and your family and give you a better provision.

Meanwhile, you should attempt to get closer to Allah asking Him to relieve your distress and help you in your dilemma. Increase your reading of the Qur’an but with more reflection and contemplation. The words of Allah are the best cure for sick hearts. Try to wake up a while before dawn and offer night-vigil Prayer supplicating to Allah for save your soul.