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Assalam-alaikum!Please advise us to the best evidence sharia. Me and my wife are both sunni and been married for 3 years. We are both doctors. It happend recently that me and wife got into a heated argument which lead me to lose temper to an extent that I was shaking, crying and shouting on top of my voice and I pronounced 2 talaqs. Similar incident happened 7-8 months in which again in anger and whilst driving i gave her 2 talaqs and later regretted deeply. It has always been my sheer anger to almost the level of shaking, shouting and being in complete denial of consequences of what i am saying. When i realise what i have said I beg forgiveness from Allah and from my wife. Now we have had our parents involved and one thing we have agreed is never to use this word"talaq" again. But I want an answer according to sharia if we are still married to each other. Please advise.