Many people who repent from a sin find themselves in a difficult internal struggle. Although they have stopped the act, they may still feel the desire to return to the sin and may not feel a deep sense of regret.
This constant battle can negatively affect their life, leading to feelings of depression, anger, or complaining. This raises an important question: is the repentance still valid if the desire for the sin remains?
The Struggle as a Test of Faith
This internal battle is a known part of the test of faith. Prominent Islamic counselors and scholars state that this is a constant struggle between the believer and the temptations of Satan.
Satan is the enemy and will always try to make a believer slip and commit the sin again. A person with strong faith must recognize this as a battle they must conquer and defeat.
How to Overcome Negative Feelings
The key to winning this battle is to have good faith, actively ignore evil thoughts, and constantly renew one’s commitment to Allah.
This struggle might take time, but consistency is essential. To strengthen one’s faith and overcome these persistent feelings, a believer should focus on:
Strengthening Faith: Consistently working to increase one’s acts of worship and knowledge.
Making Du`a’: Constantly asking Allah for steadfastness and help.
Keeping Good Company: Surrounding oneself with righteous people who remind one of Allah and encourage consciousness of Him.