Assalam alaikum, May Allah keep on blessing you for all the good things you are doing to us.I have done some bad things in my life, and i ask for Allahs forgiveness on several occasions, but still i go and do something bad again. I pray yes, but i dont do any other thing apart from that even that i pray lazily and attimes not on time. I only pray on time do extra supplications, special prayers and so on, when i have a problem, and immediately my problem is over i will forget these good things iam doing and return to my former self.My question Ya sheikh is that, why cant i always be praying hard, doing extra prayers and stuff like that, i really like it when iam deeply religious? Please advise me on how to be a good muslim at all times.Thank you.Ma assalam.
i am 16 yrs old and i have had sex before marriage about 4 times now and i feel like a complete idiot for doing it. is there any way or anything that i can do for allah to forgive me because i am filled with guilt and i feel i have failed myself. so please if there is anything then please let me know.