Being worried about death and other things
Assalamu Alaikum: I have been in under tremendous stress and depression for some time which has increasedeven at much higher stage at present after the death of my youngeer brother. My father passed away when I was 13 I have 5 younger siblings soon after I graduated in 1969 I had a chance to come to U.K. and I did not realizing that being the older in the family what willhappen to the younger siblings and the rest of the affairs of the family. I stayed and got lost in the western life and some of my siblings did not do good and one did not completed his education and other matters like marraiges and finacial becqause of improper decisions failed and recently the death of my younger brother at very young age has made me to accept all this because of my leaving the family and I always curse myself that it all happend becuse of me if I was with them things were going to be different and also my younger brother could be alive as I was going to be close to him and might be able to get the medical help he needed to save him. All this has made me a very sad and bitter person and it is also affecting my own family. What a person like me in this situation should do to get peace ???///
