Watching Porn Movies and Masturbation
As salamu alaikum.Hope you are okay by the help of our Sustainer. I am a fresh graduate. Recently I have joined a company as a jun ior Software Engineer. By the rahmat of Allah I am a muslim. I try to follow the rules of Islam. But for one problem i am really in danger. From the very days of university i feel to have a good muslim woman in life. once i saw some adult films unwillingly, but later gradually i started seeing with more interest. again i started masturbation that is really very bad.now a days i dont see adult films that much, but i have strong feelings to get married. i feel great both mentally and physically.but i am afraid to marry now. i have just started to earn. again mentally i dont feel enough strong to take responsibilty of others. again i dont want to be father that early.i am really confused. please help me according to our Holy Quran and Hadith.